So as of lately I've been checking out guys less. The women of my family have always liked to check men out and the about handsome men. It was just something we all did and I picked up. It's not like we were flirtatious but we just really liked bloody handsome men. Hispanic women like that dark brooding buff men so of course they'll rave. Not saying I like that kind of guy!
When I realized I stopped checking guys out I began to worry. Sounds stupid but true. I worried because this was a bad sign. My thoughts and life ways were changing. For good or bad, I'm not sure yet.